Brussels Jazz Festival...
....but I do not like jazz....This weekend is the Brussels jazz festival and everybody seems to be very excited about it, but i do not care, I am not a big fan of jazz music... anyway tomorrow I will go to the festival and have some fun.
Today some people went there, but I did not feel like going out, as I mention in my last post I have too many things in my head and today I had some time to think about them...
I was thinking that maybe after almost 2 years of living in Belgium, I am getting bored of the country... I am missing the excitment... maybe it is good that there are some changes to come in the future, I do not know if I will stay another year here, but maybe going out of AIESEC and start seeing and learning new things will help me.
Another thing that is making me worried is that sometimes I feel alone... living in another country with out your family and culture is hard, I am not home sick, but sometimes I just feel that I miss my culture and my traditions, people here is very cold and even I have tried to get close to them, I still have the impression that they do not care...
Maybe it is just my imagination and that I have to many things at the moment in my head, maybe by the end of next week I will know what I will be doing next year and that will help me clarify my mind...
Have a nice night
Pedro
Labels: Random thoughts
posted by pedroadrian @ 12:52 PM
2 Comments:
Hi Pedro,
A little bit sad to read this message but I can understand...
Concerning the "warmth" in Belgium, I totally agree, I even have that feeling...
Concerning your future keep in mind: “Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, the providence moves too. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one's favor all manner of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamt would have come his way.”
Warming hug,
Nele
Sometimes the most courageous and daring step is to go back to your home. Travelling and having new experiences is only valuable when you get the time to process them with the people you are close to. Excitement can be an addiction in itself.
Enjoy your weekend. See you soon.
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